Auntie Em

Mary: Like Journey always said: "Don't stop believing!" We can do this! I know you arent seeing numbers but are things fitting differently? Do you have more energy yet? It sounds like it with all that hula hoopin. You can't stop, you just can't. I want us to wear cute bathing suits together on the boat this summer. If we are FAT we have to wear tankini's with skirts. Just put a picture of you looking like a troll on the fridge, pantry, and next to the scale. I just look at the awful pic of me baking cake on my mom's facebook and it makes me think twice about killing a gallon of ice cream. You are wonderful, and your encouragement keeps me going!! I miss you so much, and wish I could be there to padlock the pantry. It's only working in one place for me...

I've dropped a cup size. Annoyed. The best part about being fat is having big boobies. Now I have a gut and nonboobies. When does the rest of me catch up? I want to keep boobies but loose bootie, blubber, and big fat thighs. I think I am going to really wail on my glutes tomorrow, try and get my junky trunk to catch up to the girls (or lack thereof). I dislike loosing boobies first, what kind of sick joke is that, the only thing we want to stay mushy and volumptious and BAM gone. This is Bullshit. I'm jus sayin.

My exercise today was pushing a cart filled with 200 ish props, 4 wooden crates, and a 115 pound gay boy down the street (he was sitting on everything to keep it from falling off). For 6 BLOCKS! Also ran the steps, calf raises in the T. I am sore from Bob and Rodney yesterday. I have a date with them tomorrow...

Food Log
Luna Bar (180cals)
Peanut Butter sandwich on multigrain fiber one bread (400 cals)
1 serving mini rice cakes (70 cals)
2 string cheeses (100 cals total)
apple (60 cals)
quaker chocolate mint crisps (90 cals)
celery sticks (20 cals)
deli meat (60 cals)