Or 3. I walked to work today, 3 miles(ish) in about 35 minutes. Worked up a sweat, and ate pretty good... I keep waiting for the good healthy eating stuff to get easier. BUT IT'S NOT. All I can think about are french fries. And chicken mcnuggets. And cheeseburgers. And Pizza. And potato chips. And brownies. And Reeses Cups. And beer. And meatball subs. And nachos. And chickfila. And Cake. AND MORE CAKE. I know that this behavior is what got me fat. But it tastes so effing good. I mean I love eating junk food. A swell of happiness comes over me. I rub my feet together in pure elation. I dream about nachos and french fries almost every night...seriously....I wake up with drool on my pillow, I have never been much of a drooler..but dreaming about milkshakes changes that. Oh junk food, how I miss thee.
Anyways. I have an appointment with Bob tomorrow. I was so sore today because I didn't do the fat girl variations on the video yesterday. Usually I do what "Heatha" is doing. Yesterday I did the real stuff. I jumping jacked like 6 books off the book shelf, along with the chef winestopper that no longer has legs. I backwords pushupped myself into complete and total numbness in my arms (is this supposed to happen?) And I watched stupid Bill's stupid smile while I was "Blowin out my triceps"...F.U. BILL...Stupid jumping jacks...EF THAT. I'm a fat girl (for now), and I will do the easy movements if I want to. I will torch cals tomorrow. For now I will just calculate the tasteless low calorie shit I ate today...I miss you golden fries of love....
FOOD (if you can even call it that)
yoplus yogurt (110 cals)
1 slice whole wheat bread (100 cals)
1 tablespoon peanut butter (95 cals)
1 serving soy crisps (120 cals)
fiberful mixed berry friut bark (80 cals)
whole wheat spagetti with steamed broccoli, cauliflower in olive oil (350 cals)
corona light (90 cals)
Stay strong Meggie. You have a plan and you can stick to it. Love you.
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