FGB

I hovered in front of the pantry for about 20 minutes, just staring at food and calories. Wondering what it would do to my diet if I just put a chair in front of it, and proceeded to eat everything inside. Fat Girl Behavior.

The GOOD news is I didn't eat anything, and worked out instead.

I am usually excited for wiegh in day, but after the last couple, I am dreading it. I want that number to be smaller SO BAD, and I just know I will be crushed if it's not. CRUSHED. TACO BOX crushed. BIG MAC crushed. Binge eating frenzy from hell crushed.

So lord of fat, if you hear me...please please PLEASE keep me from eating a box of gorditas tomorrow by letting me loose a measly pound. I need faith in Bob again. I need faith that I am working out so hard it hurts to sit for something other than hearing Bob, Bill, and Bernie say stupid shit for 45 minutes everyday. I NEED TO LOOSE A POUND!!!!!!!!!!

FOOD
-yoplus yogurt (110 cals)
-fiberful fruit bar..the flavor doesnt even matter anymore, it all tastes like crap (60 cals)
-apple
-1 whole wheat mini pita with 1oz each of l.f. turkey and ham, 1 tbsp hummus (180 cals)
-sun dried tomato wrap with cous cous, 4 oz chicken breast, broccolini, olives, hummus, and lemon vinigerette (375 cals)
-100 calorie pack cookies (100 cals)
-diet coke
-TONS of water
-NO BOOZE:)

ok..see you tomorrow...