180.5.
Yup, I gained. I gained because I sucked this week. I gained because I was a lazy fatty and ate myself stupid all week. I gained because I cheated on my diet left and right. I gained I gained I GAINED!!!!!
Ok, now that I let THAT out. I punished my 2 extra el-bees by doing my new workout video. Big Fat Loser Last Chance Workout. SON OF A B. This shit was HARD. This shit was so hard I threw up while I was stretching. This was so hard I was breathing so heavy I couldn't even cuss at Jillian. This was SO HARD that my body just stopped. Litterally. I was supposed to be doing some variation on mountian climbers (PS My least favorite exercise EVER) when my legs stopped. I was like "Yo legs, keep movin" but alas, mi legos es no comprehendo. Finally I made a deal with them..."Hey legs, if you move, I will give you ice cream later" which finally made them go. So anyways. After I puked. I laid on the couch and watched Dr. OZ which made me feel bad about myself all over again. SO.
I walked/ran to work, a little over 2 miles. I did the walk run combo with a 30lb backpack on. I was sweating like a man in 37ish degree weather so I think I did ok!
FOOD
yoplus yogurt
coffee
stawberries
grapes
peanut butter sandwich
whole wheat rotini with tomota basil sauce
home made bread
1 serving soy crisps
apple
coffee
water
corona light
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ReplyDeleteyou gained a little not a lot. It's might be easier to take off the new pounds than the old pounds. The new pounds haven't been there that long? Just a thought. I'm still rooting for you.
On second thought it you want to yell at me "SHUT UP! MOM!" you can. :)
ReplyDeleteI feel ya sista!!! When your mom told me you got Jillian I said...she is crazy- you for getting it and Jillian is just f'ing insane!! those mountain climber thingys---yeah, I did those when I was doing a biggest loser challenge on the wii. so the first time I did it- I thought, not so bad- but after heat #8- I thought I was gonna puke- so I told Ali ( who I was pretending to be) to move her ass so I didn't have to do these anymore. Unfortunately, for her to move her fat ass, I had to move my fat ass doing those mountain climbers things. Needless to say, Ali lost the challenge! Your food looked good, and maybe now with warmer weather, our fruit selections will improve and be affordable. I agree with your mom- hang in there- remember you have lost and can do it again! I love you very much! hang in there and change the negative self talk in your head.. Remember you are smart enough, strong enough and doggone it...people like you!
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