I hate exercise

Did you know that? I mean really REALLY hate exercise. But I've been doing it anyways. I now I can't move. My fat hurts. When my muffin top jiggles I feel pain. Hopefully the pain I putting it through will force it to take up residence somewhere else...in my boobies maybe? I have been elliptical machining and cycling and weight lifting and crunching and yogaing and pilatesing...ew. I have been sweating and swearing....ick. I have been wheezing and gasping for air in public....ouch. Me working out is not hot. Me working out is disgusting. And what is more disgusting? Me trying to watch what I eat. Why Meg, do you dislike healthy eating so much? Why? Because IM HUNGRY...ALL the time. And a hungry Meggie is a bitchy Meggie...and a bitchy Meggie is NO FUN. But it will be worth it when Matt sees me in my dress...if he can deal with a sweaty smelly hungry bitchy fiance for the next four months...speaking of which....

I tried on MY dress while I was in North Carolina last weekend. It's magical! It's perfect! I could just stand and stare at myself in it all day. I can't wait until October when Matt finally sees me in it...

While we were in NC, Matt and I had our engagement photos taken...what a weird thing being photographed. Our photographer, Rach Lea was AMAZING. She made us feel so comfortable, and we actually ended up having fun! And she gave us a little preview, and the pictures are unbelievable....Matt and I started looking at them and had a whole "Is that REALLY us?" moment. I mean look at these....
























































I mean, HOLY CRAP these are amazing pictures! I can't wait to see the rest that she took... Matt's fear is these are the only ones we look this awesome in, and the 400 others are all of us looking like mutants. Geez I hope not. That would be unfortunate. I am sure we won't look like mutants though, I only look like that in the morning...

Speaking of mutants...I love the Bachelorette, and I am watching right now as I type on my new Macbook, and am craving Thai food like woah because they keep eating it on the show....like that girl actually eats carbs...lies. I can't help but watch the desperation and crazy with Glee as I watch this chick sob hysterically and yammer on and on about being in love with people she has known a total of 6 on air hours...obsessed with other peoples crazy...OBSESSED. ooo! Thai food....yum.

Might be buying dinner tonight.